The girl who fell apart

I'm the girl who fell apart

The girl who couldn't keep her smile on.

Who wanted to be selfless by being selfish

The girl who only looked at people who were her 

Living mirrors

I'm the girl who wants to be wanted

Who needs the attention

I'm the living hypocrite

I'm the inspirer who can't hear myself speak.

I'm the giver by taking. 

I win by hate and I lose by loathing

I hate myself in an ultimate battle to love myself

I hate myself because I will never be good enough to anyone else. 

I am my worst critic

I'm the girl who loves death 

And craves it with all her blood but

Can't breath at the thought 

Of not existing 

I'm falling apart